典雅却又很皮的水瓶 ---- 我很囧: June 2013

我会

设身处地为他人着想

他人不懂得顾忌我的感受

或选择性不在乎

我也一样可以利用我

独树一帜的思维模式

与

清冷孤傲的雅致态度

来把我可能会有的负面情绪

给抑制与摆平下来

我的心情与人格

若

被漠视了

就会更坚强地不要被压倒

被压倒了

就会更清醒地不要被欺负

被欺负了

就会更冷静地不要被凌辱

被凌辱了

就会为对方被污淆了的心而感到悲哀

更甚的是

我会极之同情他人无法平稳的心灵

但我不是圣人

我不会刻意忍耐或退让

嘴角会不受控制地稍往上扬

我想

这是冷笑

因为我不苦

至少比起世上承受着百般天灾人祸的苦者

我真的不苦

所以苦笑与我扯不上关系

当然

我不是那种

可以什么都无所谓的人

所以不要藉着理所当然

就驱去

我说不的权利

但若别无选择

我会站在另一个角度

来表达我的在意

别以为我很伟大

因为牺牲

只是我

难改的傲漠性子

我不是没有脾气

只是我情愿选择让步

因为我顽固地相信

后退一些

我也一样可以不觉得委屈

从来都不会有任何原因

能让我感到不值

因为我的心灵

一直都没有找不到的

平衡点

这就是我

I know you've read
So many books
You keep a breast of all the things you think you should
You've got your own home grown philosophy
And it works for you
But please don't try to make it work for me

You have nothing to prove
But you’re trying much too hard
Stop trying to change me (Stop trying to change me…)
I am what I am (I am what I am…)
No I don’t need you to save me (I don’t need you to save me…)
I am what I am (I am what I am…)

I don’t want you to show me (I don’t need you to show me…)
Because I stand where I stand (I stand where I stand…)
I just need you to know me (just need you to know me)
Just know who I am (Just know who I am…)

Just know who I am...
Just know who I am...

I know you feel
You need to prove
That you are good at something
Everything you try to do
And people have on your every word
That you deliver
With conviction
Though they may just be absurd

Leave your armor behind
Free your vulnerable mind

Stop trying to change me (Stop trying to change me…)
I am what I am (I am what I am…)
No I don’t need you to save me (I don’t need you to save me…)
I am what I am (I am what I am…)
I don’t want you to show me (I don’t need you to show me…)
Because I stand where I stand (I stand where I stand…)
I just need you to know me (just need you to know me)
Just know who I am (Just know who I am…)

Just know who I am...
Just know who I am...